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Y'all got me started. [12 Feb 2007|10:39pm]
[ music | Sugarplum Fairy ]

Two posts in two nights. I'm back! :)

Anyhow...Miss LDUB and Sunny got me to thinkin' that I should post and share what I've been listening to.
So here goes...hope y'all enjoy as much as I am!
I'll call them "My Listens":

-"Tonight"- Alex Band
-"New Shoes"- Paolo Nutini
-"Tame Thoughts"- Warm in the Wake
-"Hate"- Fiction Plane
-"Yesterdays Move"- Jay Clifford
-"Losing the Glow"- Alex Nackman
-"Saturday Waits"- Loney Dear

Thats seven. And that was my set limit.
However, it's gotta be eight. Because I have one more that you cant not hear. (I love double negatives.)
Actually...I cant pick just one song. I like Marigold. But they're all so good.  Kinda similar to Locksley.
People, meet my new favorite band:

Sugarplum Fairy 

There you have it. My most recent "listens".
Have fun!

i want you to know
there will always be a light
and if the moon has runway
and all the stars didntt wanna play
dont waste the sun on a rainy day
the wind will soon
blow it all away

-J E T




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GRAMMY NIGHT [11 Feb 2007|06:43pm]
[ music | Will Hoge ]


Whoa.  I sorta forgot about LiveJournal.
It's been a while.
I guess I feel weird expressing my thoughts to the world.
Then again, maybe its just that I havent had time to post.

Lots of things have happened since June.  Bad and good.  Maybe more bad than good.
The worst is Buttons.  She hung on as long as she could.
That was back in October.

Anyway, I'm not going to say that Im gonna keep this thing updated because I know I wont.
I bought this really nice $12 journal to write in.  And I've only written in it twice and I've had it for a couple of months.

I thought I'd post about that Grammys though.
This annual event is sorta like the Superbowl at my house.
We all tune it year after year...no matter how much it sucked the year before.

It'll remind me again tonight just how much I'm thankful that I'm into indie stuff.  
Who needs a freakin Grammy?  Who even deserves one?

Here are my predictions and picks:

RECORD of the YEAR:
Nominees:
-Be Without You
Mary J. Blige
-You're Beautiful
James Blunt
-Not Ready To Make Nice
Dixie Chicks
-Crazy
Gnarls Barkley
-Put Your Records On
Corinne Bailey Rae

Who I think WILL win: Mary J.
Who I think SHOULD win: James Blunt first choice, Dixie Chicks second choice

ALBUM of the YEAR:
Nominees:
-Taking The Long Way
Dixie Chicks
-St. Elsewhere
Gnarls Barkley
-Continuum
John Mayer

-Stadium Arcadium
Red Hot Chili Peppers
-FutureSex/LoveSounds
Justin Timberlake

Who I think WILL win: JT
Who I think SHOULD win: 1st choice: Chicks, 2nd choice: Mayer

SONG of the YEAR:
Nominees:
-Be Without You
Johnta Austin, Mary J. Blige, Bryan-Michael Cox & Jason Perry, songwriters (Mary J. Blige)

-Jesus, Take The Wheel
Brett James, Hillary Lindsey & Gordie Sampson, songwriters (Carrie Underwood)
-Not Ready To Make Nice
Martie Maguire, Natalie Maines, Emily Robison & Dan Wilson, songwriters (Dixie Chicks)
-Put Your Records On
John Beck, Steve Chrisanthou & Corinne Bailey Rae, songwriters (Corinne Bailey Rae)
-You're Beautiful
James Blunt, Amanda Ghost & Sacha Skarbek, songwriters (James Blunt)


Who I think WILL win: Be w/Out You
Who I think SHOULD win: 1st choice-Youre Beautiful, 2nd choice-Not Ready to Make Nice

BEST NEW ARTIST:
Nominees:
-James Blunt
-Chris Brown
-Imogen Heap
-Corinne Bailey Rae
-Carrie Underwood

Who I think WILL win: Carrie Underwood
Who I think SHOULD win: James Blunt

BEST FEMALE POP VOCAL PERFORMANCE:
Nominees:
-Ain't No Other Man
Christina Aguilera
-Unwritten
Natasha Bedingfield

-You Can Close Your Eyes
Sheryl Crow
-Stupid Girls
Pink
-Black Horse And The Cherry Tree
KT Tunstall

Who I think WILL win: Christina
Who I think SHOULD win: KT

BEST MALE POP VOCAL PERFORMANCE:
Nominees:
-You're Beautiful
James Blunt
-Save Room
John Legend

-Waiting On The World To Change
John Mayer

-Jenny Wren
Paul McCartney

-Bad Day
Daniel Powter

First off, I thought it was sickening that Paul is even nominated with these guys.  I mean, these are young kids and they're up against one of the most amazing, powerful, huge, BEST songwriters that ever existed.  He's in a league way above that.  And the sad part is...I doubt he'll win it.
Then I started thinking about it from a whole other perspective.  No matter who wins...it doesnt mean anything.  They had a good year.  Thats all.  The fact that Paul is grouped with these guys shows that the man still has it.  He's still got it goin' on.  He can run with the young boys on the pop charts.  That's awesome!!  Congrats to Paul.

Who I think WILL win: John Legend
Who I think SHOULD win: Sir Paul, of course.

BEST POP PERFORMANCE BY A DUO OR GROUP:
Nominees:
-My Humps
The Black Eyed Peas
-I Will Follow You Into The Dark
Death Cab For Cutie
-Over My Head (Cable Car)
The Fray
-Is It Any Wonder?
Keane
-Stickwitu
The Pussycat Dolls


Again, all different leagues here.  We've got some manufactured pop kitties along with some guys who started indie and turned huge.

Who I think WILL win: Black Eyed Peas
Who I think SHOULD win: KEANE

And I know you're all SO disappointed but thats all I have time for. :)

-SM


















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June Gloom [18 Jun 2006|03:43pm]
[ music | Keane Sessions @ Aol ]


It's been over a month...AGAIN...since I've updated.
Things have been going on. Things have been keeping me busy. 

-Happy 64 to Sir Paul.
Today he is 64, just like the song he wrote YEARS ago...
The hottest 64 year old ever...
64...and SINGLE, I might add. 
I will find him.
I will find him.
I will find him.
I will find him.
I will find him.
I will find him.
I will find him.
I will find him.




-Happy 2nd anniversary to NOONER!
This day 2 years ago, we were in Atlanta and officially became NOONER.
Mmm...it'd be fun to be back at that day.  Rooney, Keane, and Nooner. :)



-My grandmother died on Memorial Day.
I miss her so much. Life hasnt been the same without her.
We're adjusting. It takes time. That was probably the hardest thing I've ever gone through in my life.
I was there as she took her last breath.  I'm glad I was.  But I never want to watch anyone die again.

-Buttons is still hangin in there. She's such a fighter.
She walks around more now. And she eats...A LOT!
She's just like a baby. She wears diapers, drinks pedialyte, naps, gets into everything...
But she's still the best dog ever.
She'll be 19 next month.


-Triple S Booking is hard work.  But we're dedicated and serious.
We've gotten some advice from some friends and that's encouraging.
We've got three bands on our roster now:
                        -Trances Arc
                        -Wil Seabrook
                        -The Rewinds
You guys should check them out.  Good stuff.
And PLEASE..if they're coming to a town near you, go SEE them.
And take all your friends.  Most likely, we booked it and we need people to go out and make our efforts worthwhile.  :)

-The banking world is going smoothly.  I still like it...however I'd love to make enough $$ with Triple S that I could quit the bank and just focus on booking.  Maybe one day.
I got a loan on Friday to pay off my excessively high, maxed out credit card bill.  That's a huge relief off my shoulders.

-I miss taking pictures.  I dont do it as much as I used to.  I wish I would have pursued it more.
I wish I had the negatives to all my photoshoots so I could have those pictures again.  They were actually pretty good.
Crazy me, I loaned the pictures WITH the negatives to the people I did shoots for.  One says he spilled something on them and another says he lost it...which I know *justincoughtosco* that if he looked hard enough he could find them.
That was one of the most crazy fun days ever.  That day, on the ROOF of Joe's studio, taking pictures for hours.
I'm gonna do that again.  I need to invest in a really good, quality camera and start again.

-Um, has anyone been to Amos' lately?  Dude, you wont even recognize the place.  It looks like a totally different venue.
Go see.
Speaking of Amos'...I saw Sister Hazel there.  
And last night Steph and I went to check out Slippery When Wet (Bon Jovi Tribute) and The Frontiers (Journey Tribute).
Ooooh my goodness.  We walked in and looked onstage and our jaws dropped open.  The Bon Jovi Tribute Band was amazing.
I dont understand how someone can impersonate someone else to a T.
It was crazy.
Steph and I had a lot of fun.  We both agreed that was the first time we've jumped at show in a loooong time.
That's probably the most fun I've had at a show in a while.

-Keane's new album, 'Under The Iron Sea' comes out Tuesday.
Go get it.
Not sure you want it? 
Then go watch their AOL Sessions.
Simply amazing.
It's actually a lot different than their first album.
But still...amazing.

-TAYLOR HICKS is the #1 HOTTEST BACHELOR (according to People mag). :)
Well duh.  We all knew that anyway.


-Josh.  More to come later on that... :)
I'm happy.  He makes me happy.

Well...I should go.  Triple S Meeting in a few.
As I always say but never do, 
I'm gonna try to do better with this whole updating thing...
If time permits.

-------------------------------------------------------

Sunday mornings we go for a ride
Doing the garden
Digging the weeds
Who could ask for more
Will you still need me
Will you still feed me
When I'm sixty four?
-paul.mccartney/the.beatles

i'm buying you a pair of wings
i'm making you a map 
that leads to me
distance aint no friend of mine
its getting close to the time
and we could be us
and we could be love
-nathan.morris

it's a sad sad story 
when a mother will teach her daughter
that she ought to hate a perfect stranger

-dixie.chicks

sometimes its hard to know where i stand
its hard to know where i am
maybe its a puzzle i dont understand
is it any wonder?
-keane


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bye bye weekend... [07 May 2006|09:59pm]
[ mood | annoyed that Monday is here ]
[ music | Bruce Springsteen bluegrass style on CMT ]

Well...another weekend has come to a close.
They seem to go by faster and faster.
It was a good one too.
Friday after work I went to see grandma.
Then I went to Moe's to pick up dinner and I stopped by Pier 1 to visit Sunny and take her a snack.
When she got off we headed up to the Muse to see A Rooster For the Masses.
Joe called me earlier to ask if I was coming up there. He said I'd enjoy the band.
I had heard good stuff about them and had already decided to go.
Crazy stuff.
They were interesting indeed.

The guys were really sweet and talked to us a while afterwards about the booking business.
They gave us some great tips and advice.

Oh...I havent mentioned that yet.
Man, I should really update more.
Sunny and I are doing some booking (Triple S Booking) for a band out of Atlanta called Trances Arc.
You should all check them out. They're amazing.
.Trances Arc.

Saturday was a lazy + ONE whopping load of laundry day.
I'm a slacker.
I was stoked though because John (Tosco) gave me FREE tickets to see the Classical Mystery Tour.
I had heard about it and wanted to go but tickets ranged from $25-40 bucks.
Yeowch.
But yes, FREE tickets = happy Stephanie.
Basically what it is... A Beatles Tribute band backed by the Charlotte Symphony.
Yes. Amazing.
Just imagine "Eleanor Rigby" with a full orchestra.
YAYYYY!

I was a happy girl.
Steph and Daniel Coston joined me.
I was delighted to share the event with such wonderful Beatles fans like myself.

After that, the three of us headed over to the Muse to catch Bain Mattox.
There we met up with Sunny and Caley.
Good stuff.

"Dont touch outside the Nooner!" - Rivers

We got there as Shane Hines was onstage. He was loud.

Steph and I ordered a pizza and they delivered it to the Muse.
That was yummy.

Today I went to see Benchwarmers with Birdie after lunch at Moe's.
Funny movie. Lots of good laughs.
He will always be Napoleon Dynamite though. :)

Anyhow...that was my weekend, basically.

I miss a few weekends ago. The ECU/Charleston trip.
Right now, for some crazy reason, I want to be sitting on that porch on the corner of Summit and uh, I forget the other street, on the porch swing (or "swingproch" as he calls it) talking with him.
That was probably the most normal, out in the open, telling it all and not caring conversation that I've had in a long time. I cant remember the last time I've actually carried on a conversation with someone like that. It felt good...it really did.

I should have posted about that whole trip just for my sake so I can go back and read about it later...but I'll just let it go. There's way too much for me to remember and to type.
It'd take all night.
It was a great weekend.

I may go to New York later this summer with Steph.
I'm not sure if I can.
But it would be nice.
We'll see.

My little girl has been sleeping more and more.
Today she could hardly stand. Everytime she'd try to walk around she eventually fell.
It's getting really hard now...
I miss the good days when she'd run on the beach and beg at the table.
In two months she'll be 19.

It's time for bed.
I hope everyone had a good weekend...

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like a favorite pair of torn blue jeans
this skin i’m in its alright with me
its not old
just older

-bon.jovi

and you can see daisies
in her footsteps
dandelions, butterflies
everyday she wears the same thing
she’s everything i want
she’s everything im not

-ben.folds.five

until my mind has played enough
games of blind empiracles
of falling in and out of love
i will walk in circles

-mike garrigan

shut your eyes now
a better place, a better place
behind your eyelids
gone for now, and worlds away

-trances.arc
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[27 Apr 2006|11:29pm]
[ mood | missing them ]
[ music | Crosby Stills & Nash ]

I should be posting about the weekend.
It was one of the greatest ever.
I'll do that later when I gather all of my thoughts.
Ah, I miss all of them.
I stole this from LDUB off MySpace.


You have 10 bucks and need to buy snacks at a gas station, what do you get?
>> Hopefully it's SHEETZ. I had my first experience this weekend.
Ruffles chips with Lays French Onion Dip, a sandwich, peanuts, Dr Pepper jelly beans, etc...

If you had to be reincarnated as some sort of sea dwelling creature, what would you be?
>> A mermaid.

Who is the one person you wish you could see right now?
>> Oh wow. Who DONT I want to see right now? Everyone from MOnday would be nice.

What do you order when you're at a pancake house?
>>Hashbrowns, Scrambled Eggs, Cheese grits, orange juice, toast

Last book you read?
>>Daniel's Prophecy

Describe your favorite pair of underwear.
>>plain Black ones from Victorias

Describe the last time you were injured.
>>Um...I dont remember.

Of all your friends, with whom would you want to be stuck in the middle of a jungle with?
>>Hmm...thats difficult to answer. Anyone who could fight a monkey.

What is the wallpaper on your cell phone?
>> The CROCKIE-GATOR! Its been there for a LONG time.

Flavor of pudding?
>> chocolate and pistachio

What type of shirt are you wearing?
>> a brown long sleeve one

If you could use only one form of transportation for the rest of your life, what would it be?
>> car

How many people are on your friends list?
>> on MySpace? 643. Thats too many. Mostly are bands though.

How many people on your list do you know in real life?
>> A lot. I try not to add people I dont know. Unless they're bands.

What are you listening to right now?
>> Crosby Stills and Nash

Most recent movie you've watched?
>> haha...That Thing You Do and Billy Madison and Happy Gilmore with the Locksley boys at Stephs house.

Name 3 things you have with you at all times:
>> Cell phone, lip gloss, aaand i dont know what else.

What is habit you have that isn't noticable?
>> hmm...i bite my nails sometimes.

What is a saying that you use a lot?
>> "cool beans", "oh my word"

Favorite kind of cake?
>> yellow cake with chocolate icing. i actually just pulled this minus the icing out of the oven.

What's the first word that comes to mind right now?
>> locksley

Did you vote for Bush?
>> no. i remain neutral in political affairs. besides, no one was worth voting for in my opinion.

What makes you feel like puking?
>> knowing that i have to go back to work monday and realizing that the past few days are gone.

Who got you to join myspace?
>> i think it was steph.

What did you have for dinner LAST NIGHT?
>> salmon patties, green beans, and some kind of pasta.

How long have you been at your current job?
>> a year and a couple of months.

Is Tom on your friends list?
>> i think i deleted him.

What's the last thing you said out loud?
>> i coughed.

Look to your left, what do you see?
>> a lamp on a green table underneath windows

Who's last person to spend a $100 on you?
>> i have no idea. its been a while. probably my parents.

Who's your favorite villain?
>> hmm...i dont like the evil ones.

Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
>> i tried on stephs Go Go's shirt but didnt wear it.

What's the last piece of clothing you bought?
>> i black shirt i think.

What phrase makes you laugh no matter where, when or how?
>> probably something/anything Kai would say.

Go into your text message log on your phone...what is the last text you sent?
>> "We got home safe. Thanks for checkin up on us. Its was good to see you again!" to Michael

If you could be alone with anyone and a bottle of baby oil who would it be?
>>I dont know!

What keeps you up at night?
Buttons when she gets up and text messages from people at odd hours in the night.

What was the subject of the last person who posted this ?
>> "who got the hooch, baby??" from LDUB

If you were extraordinarily good at one thing, what would it be?
>> being a good friend and daughter, booking, photography, playing every instrument ever, singing, and being in a band, and getting my point across. I know it asked for one thing but oh well.

Yes or no?
>> yes.

Who did you want to be when you grew up?
>> Lady McCartney

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[12 Apr 2006|12:08am]
I should be in bed.
I'll be brief.

--Buttons seems to be feeling somewhat better.
Thanks for everyones prayers and concerns.
Please continue.

--I want the new Beatles box set sooo bad.

--American Idol was awesome tonight.
They did all Queen songs.
Rock on.
Ace was awesome but all of the judges put his performance down.
I'm kinda confused on that one.
I thought it rocked it.
Brian May seems like a stuck up old man. Hmm...
Kellie was amazing.
Didnt think she could pull it off but she did.
Taylor. Ah, what can I say?
I love that dude.
I thought all of the performances overall were really good.

--I really want the Beatles Box Set.

--I got a couple people busted at work today.
Yes, for real.
Cops came and everything. Handcuffed them and all that jazz.
It was pretty excited and I was quite proud of myself.
No, they didnt try to rob the bank but they had done some forgeries and such and I caught it.
And they were stuuuupid too. I had to stall them until the police came.
It was great.

--I REALLY want the Beatles Box set that came out today.

-I'm sick of hearing about this whole immigration issue.
I mean...MAN! This is starting to suck really bad.
Why do they have to come over here anyway?
Ugh. Stay in your own territory.

That's it for now.
Oh, did I mention that I want that new Beatles Box Set?? :)

Goodnight world...

Oh yeah...looking forward to seeing everyone in a couple days.
Whitney, Steph, JohnEarle, Lindsey...



surprisingly im not posting lyrics tonight.
first time for everything right?
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[10 Apr 2006|07:18am]
Everyone please say a prayer for Buttons today.
She's going to the vet when my mom and I get off work.
She hasnt been feeling to well...
and my nerves are about torn to pieces.
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An UpDaTe! [31 Mar 2006|11:24pm]
[ mood | full ]
[ music | Adrina Thorpe ]

So I'm actually going to post something here besides a survey.
I think the past three entries have been surveys. Thats kinda sad.

Note to readers: beware of typos, run on sentences, and sentence fragments.

Anyway...let's rewind a little bit to last month.
I saw Keith Urban. Yay! That was a fun show.
I went with my mom and dad.
That was the first time in a long while we had done anything together, as a family, so it was nice.

The next night Sunny and I went to see this new band we've fallen for at the Muse.
The Rewinds.
Sunny had scheduled an interview with them.
So we got there and met up with Glenn at The Mellow Mushroom.
Then the three of us headed over to the Rats Nest where we were introduced to the rest of the guys.
Long story short:
Sunny conducted her interview.
I videotaped it.
Glenn got scolded for stealing a beer.

We went back to the Mellow Mushroom for dinner.
Then, over to the Muse.

We hung out a little more there. Talked some more and got to know each other better. It was kinda crazy how well we all connected and how fast.
Sunny and I kidnapped Chris and took him into the ladies room and put makeup/eyeliner on him.
He got scared.

The guys played their show for about...lets say 14 people.
Yeah, definitely not a crowd.

But anyway...it was good. They had a little technical stuff come up.
But it still sounded great.

They decided to stay at Sunnys apartment for the night and we were all ready to head to Rock Vegas...
The took FOREVER to load up and it was cold so Sunny and I threatened to leave...a couple of times...
but they were set on coming with us so we waited.
Sunny and I with Michael in the car, and the rest of the boys in their van.
And we get stopped by Glenn to find out that hes changed his mind.
I think he got scared by our attitudes. Hey, we were tired.
And man...all that waiting for nothing Poop.
So goodbyes and numbers were exchanged and off we go.
"pssst. could i have your number?" -Michael

Red Monkey Watches are the best.


The next night I saw Doug Jones at the Muse.
Ah, brought back memories to those Cravin' Melon days.
I saw Alex McKinney. Quite a surprise.
I didnt know he was playing with the Taylor Roberts Band now...

Ryan and I left a little early and went to see Final Destination 3.
That scared the CRAP out of us.
We should have seen Curious George instead.

A couple nights later...Feb 21 to be exact...
Ryan, Leslie Ann, and I went to Amos' to see BIG CITY ROCK.
Another new favorite of mine.
They were opening for The Click 5.
We had a grand time.
Saving Jane also played.
The chick lead singer only reminded me of how much I want to have a band...for real.

Pictures coming soon.
I say that. But I bet I'm too lazy to post them.
I'll try.

Leslie and I found the cutest little girl.
I guess she was about 6 or 7 and she was rockin out.
Chucks and all.
It was so cute.
We took a picture with her.
She's gonna be us one day...

I wanted to INXS and Marty but I didnt get tickets.
Big City Rock ruled though.

That Friday (Feb 24)...exactly a week after the Rewinds show...
Sunny and I went to Winston-Salem to see them again.
Good idea.
This ended up being one of the best weekends ever.
SOOO much stuff I cant even type it all.
We got to the show.
Sit out in the van drinking beer for a while listening to Glenn ramble about stuff.
They play their show. Weirdest venue ever. (The Garage)
And I officially DONT like Winston-Salem. It freaks me out.

After the show we're informed that the band are playing again across the street at some coffee shop.
Really cool place to hang out.
They were kinda loud for it. But everyone adjusted and by the end everyone was rocking out.
There was a little tenseness because Brooks was sick and didnt want to do another show.
Which is understandable.
It was already like 1 in the morning.
But they did it anyway.
Sunny and I were ready to get to the mountains.

Oh yeah...I left that part out.
Glenn invited us to stay with them at his grandparents MOUNTAIN HOUSE.
Yeah, it was lovely.
More on that later.

So at this coffee house I met the most random people.
Caleb from this band called Lowlands. Cool stuff.
He was really nice.

And JERRY CHAPMAN walks in the door!
Very random.
He had a show somewhere else in Winston and just stopped by.

We had really nice, interesting conversations with the guys about everything under the sun.
We had the whole groupie discussion. haha...hilarious.
Sunny and I figured we had better have everything straigh and understood before we go stay somewhere in the boondocks with these people.

We finally left and made the trip to Roaring Gap mountain which I guess was about an hour away from Winston.
Michael rode with Sunny and I and we 'ooooed and ahhhhhed' over the lights in the mountains.
It was really gorgeous.
We talked about music and all kinds of stuff.
We found out some interesting stuff about Glenn...for example, he's MARRIED.
That was shocking.

I asked if they ever worked on their harmonies. Theyre an amazing band but sometimes I think they could practice more.
He thought it was funny that I asked that...
didnt seem offended.

Anyway...we finally got to the house. Saw a little snow.
It was FREEZING.
We load all of our stuff in and then settle down.
We all stayed up talking and drinking.
Glenn makes the best drinks.
Michael cooked eggs.
And we all talked some more and listened to cool stuff on satellite radio.
Annnnd...we drank some more.

Everyone crashed except me, sunny, and michael.
We stayed up to watch the sunrise...it was AMAZING
Kinda cloudy. But still very cool.
It was freezing though.
Back in we go and we head to bed.

The next morning Sunny and I were the first ones up.
Well...actually Michael was. He got up to go sleep in the van.
Weirdo. I think I pissed him off about something.
But we eventually worked it out.

Sunny and I made ourselves toast and honey for breakfast.
Then we went outside and listened to her ipod and just chilled.
That was really nice. I enjoyed that.
The mountains were beautiful and we just sat out there on the porch.

The others eventually woke up and made breakfast.
We hung around all morning and geez...I dont even remember what we did to pass the time.
One thing we did was watch The Wedding Singer.
Niiice.

Then around 5 or 6 we headed to Hickory, NC...I guess that was another hour or so away.
I was kinda sad to leave the mountain house. It was just so nice and relaxing.
The guys had a show there. And Glenn was a hardhead and didnt listen to me when I told him the first one was cancelled. We get there. He askes and surely its cancelled.
I had managed to get them this show at some SMALL record shop instead.
Long story short....turns out that the fire marshall busted that up before they even get to play.
Ouch.

So...thats about it.
We head back home after sitting in another coffee shop.
Everyone made up and things were fine.
Yes, made up. We all thought the other was made and the other one when actually no one was ever mad at anyone at all. We were invited back to the mountain house. But it was time to go back home and that’s what we did.

Ah, back to Rock Vegas.
Grand weekend for sure.
I miss it.

Feb 28 - I'm 24.
Yikes.



Birdie comes home that Friday (March 3).
LOCKSLEY plays the Muse on Saturday.
Dude...they totally blew me away.
Its todays Beatles I swear.
They put on one heck of a show...

We hung out for a while at the Muse afterwards and then we all headed back to Sunnys.
Yes...all of us.
Sunnys apartment has become the 'hotel for bands'.
We stayed up a while and I dont think I've ever laughed so hard...
Not in a really long time anyway.
I mean...it was the laughing that you do where your stomach hurts.
Stories of Sharpies in the wrong places...
Whew, it was crazy.

I wish I had time and the guts to type everything...

Thats all I'll say about that adventure.


I didnt get to see Bonnie Raitt. Poop.




Thursday March 9
Steph came home again just for one night only.
Curtis People and Charles Kelley at the Muse.
Steph was right...Curtis is a doll.

We ordered pizza from our car outside Dominoes...
It was closed for take out so what would YOU do?


FRIDAY MARCH 10:
Steph and I had a couple things in mind we wanted to do. We had thought about going to see Josh Gracin @ Coyote Joes. But we didnt do that.
We still need to go there soon.
We went to see Baumer at Tremont and then Steph, Sunny, BobDay, Joel and I went to Amos’ after they had finished to see Poprocket, Madison Fair, and Bain Mattox.
We left a little after Bain started. We were all tired.
Steph went home and the rest of us went to Dennys and then back to Sunnys for the night.
Oh yeah...we stopped at Walgreens for a toothbrush.

The night was filled with throwing Mike and Ikes across the room.

The next day was another really good day...well, after the fight with my parents.
Steph, Sunny and I had a picnic in Finlay Park in Columbia. We ate and just chilled out on the blanket. I ended up getting sick and having to stop at McDonalds. But after that, everything was smooth sailing again. Thats the same place I saw Rooney once...all by myself.

We headed over to New Brookland Tavern to see Big City Rock and Baumer.
Too bad we had just missed Big City Rock. I could have cried. Oh well.
They played the early early show. That sucks.

We left to go to Sunnys friend Codys apartment because it was still a while before Baumer came on. So we did that and went to eat and John Pauls.
Laura joined us there.
And then it was time to go back to New Brookland.
We got there and I really enjoyed one of the opening bands...New London Fire.
Then everyone was ready for Baumer. Ooooh man. It was crazy.
I got bruises. Yes, it was moshing time.
Cant say I’ve ever done that before and cant say I’ll ever do it again.
But it was fun. Pain and all.
I was a little freaked out with the blood on the stage.... eww gross.
Haha...I’ll never forget Chad looking at me from the stage and saying he was sorry.
I got to see Jamie...and Aaron...and a few others I hadnt seen in a while so that was nice.


We went back to Joels house after. We took showers and then we were going to spend the night but then we just decided to come back to Rock Hill. So we did.

We get back to Sunnys apartment and theres a fire alarm going off and everyone is out of the building. This is like...maybe 3 or 4 am.
CRAZYNESS!

Finally we get to go in and we crash.

The next morning, Joel calls very early.
He wanted me and Sunny to go with him to get his tattoos. He was getting a praying mantus tattooed on each foot. Weird...but okay.
I couldnt go with him but he swung by and picked Sunny up.

I had lunch with them afterwards at Subway.

MARCH 15:
Ryan, Steph, and I met up with Leslie-Ann at DiSH.
Jay G and Shawn were doing some D Jing there. Playing their records and such.
Wow...I loved the music. Badfinger, Queen, Sweet, Bowie...good stuff.
We drank and danced. I saw CR there. Whoa. That was odd. But not bad.
He’s weird though. Makes me wonder what I ever saw in him...
I met a guy there...Thomas. I think he has a girlfriend though...
But he was really nice..and hottnesss. :)
Um...and I probably wouldnt have approached him if Leslie-Ann didnt go up to him and tell him I thought he was “cute”. Oooh goodness. So at first I couldnt believe she actually did it. But then I was like...well...okay, this could be good.

Driving back to Bens I got pulled over...RIGHT in front of his house.
Apparently I missed a checkpoint. The cop was SOOO rude. I wont even go into that.
He asked if I had been drinking. I said no. Yikes.
Close call.

MARCH 24:
Policy & Starting Tuesday @ the Muse.
Crazy Crazy. Ldub and I went to Bens before the show.
We had some drinks and watch some of the Mike G DVD.
We had a grand ole time.
Messed around and didnt make it to the Muse until Justin and Paul aka Policy had finished.
I was upset. And apparently a little...a lot intoxicated.
I was mouthy and annoying and loud. Geez.
Sorry guys.

Um....but hey, I GOT A RAISE at work!
I had my review and I got excellent scores and comments from my boss. So I’m proud of that. I got a 16% raise which rocks. I’m happy. I enjoy my job.

So thats a very tiny segment of the past month.
I should update this thing more often but time is scarce.

I shall end this now...like anyone has read this far.
Oh my gosh...how boring!!


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if you look around the bend
dont you know
i'll be waiting there

-adriana thorpe

be that way
steal the show
walk away

-the rewinds

its not easy growing up so fast
and its easy for them to say itll pass
but i know that thats not really fair
and i remember everything
all those broken hearts and dancing queens
and how everybody was just so mean
but hang on child cause forevers not thirteen

-ward.williams
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well everyone else is doing it... [16 Mar 2006|06:34pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | Amos Lee ]

What is this? The Fabulous FOUR game?


Four jobs I've had in my life:

-Babysitter
-Drycleaners
-Merch Girl (hey, i went on tour, i got paid...it counts!)
-Bank Teller @ So.Car.Bank & Trust (its where its at baby!)


Four movies I can watch over and over:

-Pretty Woman
-Bed of Roses
-Benny and Joon
-Whats Eating Gilbert Grape


Four places I have lived:

-haha...very funny.
-Rock Vegas, SC
-Rock Thrill, SC
-Rockville, SC

ouch. i need to get out, huh?


Four TV shows I love to watch:

-Full House

-American Idol

-Saved By The Bell

-The Golden Girls



Four places I have been on vacation:

-Gatlinburg/Pigeon Forge, TN
-Boston (for a day)
-Myrtle Beach
-Charleston


Four of my favourite dishes:

-pasta
-broccoli cheese soup
-anything Moes
-anything Panera Bread



Four websites I visit daily:

-myspace.com
-hotmail.com
-livejournal.com
-msn news


Four places I would rather be right now:

-at SXSW in TX
-hangin' out with Paul McCartney
-at a show (preferably The Rewinds)
-Roaring Gap Mountain house with The Rewinds AND Locksley


Four bloggers I am tagging:

i tag no one.
love, not war.

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[27 Feb 2006|08:32pm]
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"eww, i better hurry and do somethin', fast!"

2. How much cash do you have on you?
not much

3. What's a word that rhymes with "DOOR"?
Moore

4. Favorite planet?
Earth and Jupiter

5. Who is the 5th person on your missed call list on your mobile?
Sunny

6. What is your favorite ring tone on your phone?
i dont have a rintone

7. What shirt are you wearing?
black

8. Do you "label" yourself?
no.

9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing
barefoot

10. Bright or Dark Room?
bright in day, dark at night

13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
thinking of some people...and roaring gap.

14. What did your last text message you received on your mobile phone say?
"Looking forward to it."

15. The closest 7-11?
i dont know!!!

16. What's a word that you say a lot?
POOP!

17. Who told you the love you last?
what??

18. Last furry thing you touched?
um, my dog, Buttons.

19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
haha...none. and surprisingly i wasnt even around any! yay!

20. How many rolls of film do you need to get developed?
GREAT question. it's around 40 something rolls.

21. Favorite age you have been so far?
18, i think. besides being like....5.

22.Who's your worst enemy?
i dont really have one.

23. What was the last kind of cigarette you smoked?
eww. dont smoke.

24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
"Hey Bishy"

25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly which would it be?
Million. Then I could BUY me some wings.

26. Do you like someone?
yup

27. The last song you listened to is?
"Mexico"- Jump, Little Children
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stolen from miss ldub [20 Feb 2006|01:09pm]
[ music | Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers ]

because I'm off today and being lazy.
However, I did make cheesecake and I'm doing a load of laundry. :)

----------------------------------------------------------------

Random Questions I Guarantee You've Never Answered Before

Do you watch the Gilmore Girls?:
not faithfully. i'll catch a rerun every now and again

Have you ever enjoyed listening to Jack Johnson?:
yeah. i still LOVE "Flake"

Do you listen to Christian rock?
if its good. i dont really make it a point to.

Have you ever seen or enjoyed watching the O.C.?:
i watch the episode that rooney was on 'simply because' (no pun intended) they were on.
i think the show itsself was stupid though.

Do you have one or more Britney Spears C.D.?:
i have the "Stronger" single. i dont know why though.

Do you regularly watch the news?:
dear lord. CNN and FOX NEWS are the ONLY things the bank has on. but yeah, i guess its cool that i get to watch it at work. i enjoyed it when the michael jackson stuff was going on. i could keep up with it.
but the news does get rather depressing.

Which radio stations are your favorites?:
95.7, 99.7, 106.5, 107.9

Are you a Lost fanatic?:
never seen it

Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?:
oh yes

Queen?:
of course!

Alanis Morissette?:
yep

Do you watch Family Guy regularly?:
no

King of the Hill?:
no


---Admit it---

Do you read trashy romance novels often?:
never

Do you really work out every day?:
haha...right.

Have you eaten chocolate in bed?:
yes

Have you ever eaten an entire pint, or more, ice cream by yourself?: yeah, im sure i have.
ben and jerrys

Have you ever spent an entire day in bed without being sick?:
no way

Have you eaten nothing but junk food for a week straight?:
i doubt it. maybe a whole weekend.

Do you shower every single morning, no exceptions?
i usually shower at night

Have you ever gone to school/work only 15 minutes after waking up?:
oooh yes.

Do you ever "forget" to give an xmas present & instead keep it for yourself?:
no

Do you sing obnoxiously in the car when you're driving alone?:
ALLL the time.

Do you sing obnoxiously in the shower when no one's home?:
ALWAYS

Do you go nights without brushing your teeth?:
nope

Have you ever watched a little kid's show when you were over 12?:
i still do that

Have you ever looked forward to going to school?:
maybe once of twice...in the third grade when we had pizza parties.


---The Necessary Love Questions That Aren't So Necessary---

Have you ever had an explicit dream involving your crush?:
haha...yep. i'll never forget that one about isaac hanson.

...Did it include a broom closet?:
na

Have you ever pretended your crush was with you when they really weren't?:
dude! i do that ALL the time. seriously.

Did you draw for your first crush back in elementary school/preschool?:
draw?? like a picture? no. not that i can remember.

Have you and a (past or present) significant other ever made an 'Our Song'?:
oooh yeah. ugh. way to ruin a perfectly good song.

Where's the most unusual place you've ever kissed/made out/had sex?
uuummm...wow. i dont think any "unusual" place...
oh wait...haha, once in my laundry room.

Have you ever written a poem/story about your lovelife?
no. might be a good idea though. itd be pretty darn borning.

Have you ever listened to a song repeatedly just b/c it reminded you of ur crush?:
of course

Have you ever spent over an hour thinking about nothing but your crush?:
maybe. but that would be pretty pathetic. oh wait, yes, i believe i have.

Do you reread meaningless AIM convos just because theyre with your crush?:
YES!!! i thought i was the only one who did that. im not am i??

Have you ever reconsidered liking someone because of their appearance?:
i dont think so. maybe.

Have you ever liked someone solely for their appearance?:
well, ive taken a double take at someone ive never even met.


---The Questions You Love: Completely and Utterly Pointless Ones---

Do you eat all the servings in the food groups on a daily basis?: i try.

Have you ever been anal about cleanliness or organization?:
no. i need to be moreso though.

Have you ever been treated for OCD? ADD?:
no

Do you own a graphing calculator?:
no, thank goodness.
i was supposed to get one for some math class but i rebelled.

Have you ever been to South America or Africa?:
no.

Have you ever owned a Klutz book or kit?:
huh?

Do you know how to knit?:
no, but my aunt is going to teach me very soon.

Do you have a cellphone or iPod with a patterened cover?:
no.

Have you ever written song lyrics yourself and put them in your profile?:
yep

Do you keep a diary or journal (online or on paper)?:
yes

Did you ever want to be an astronaut or a teacher when you were a kid?:
i still want to be a teacher.

Do you own a striped sweater?:
yeah

How often do you take a bubble bath?:
not often enough

When you open your closet, what is the dominant color of your clothes?:
black

---Truly Unusual This or That Questions---

Baskin Robbins or Coldstone?: coldstone

Sees or Godiva?: godiva

America or Canada?: America

Physics or chemistry?: Chemistry

Earphones or headphones?: whichever one sounds better

chocolate brown or teal?: teal

Earrings or a ring? ring

Commitment or casual dating?: casual for now

Harry Potter or Lord of the Rings?: NEITHER!!! well, i do like elijah wood...

Fly or road trip?: roadtrip

Starbucks or Peetes?: Starbucks

Athletics or academics?: Academics.


---Another Wave of Random Questions---

Do you know what a geisha is? :
yeah. i think its some japanese woman...

What is your favorite Disney movie?:
Lady and the Tramp (i just saw today that the dvd comes out on my BDAY!)

Have you seen 8mm?: no

If so, did you enjoy it?: N/A

Do you have a more classic style or do you stay up-to-date (clothes wise)?: hmm...original

How much jewelry do you own?: some. but i dont wear half of it.

What year do you graduate high school in?: 2000

Have you memorized the rejection hotline, just in case? no

Have you ever given someone the rejection hotline as your number?: no...what is that?

Have you ever eaten at a food court?: haha. who hasnt?

Have you ever bought clothes at Sears?: yes

Do you own any Care Bears memorabilia?: yes. some stickers and a carebear that Birdie gave me.

Do you have a quilt on your bed?: well, a bed spread

What color is it?: kinda purpleish



Is that all??
Oh darn.
Back to laundry.

I LOVE days off.

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The Rewinds [17 Feb 2006|12:41pm]
[ music | The REWINDS...duh! ]

Yes, I'm posting about them yet AGAIN.
This one is just a reminder to join me tonight at the Evening Muse to check out this amazing band.

The Rewinds MySpace

It's gonna be wonderful.

Alright, off to count money that isnt mine for another 5 hours.





P.S. I saw Keith Urban last night. :)

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two new loves... [02 Feb 2006|11:18pm]
[ music | MAGNET ]

I'm giddy.
I've found one more band and one more singer/songwriter
that I've completely fallen in love with.

You guys need to check them out.

The band: THE REWINDS
The Rewinds MySpace

The singer: Even Johansen aka MAGNET
Magnet's MySpace

Wow.
I just discovered Magnet today and I cant stop listening.
If you're into Teitur...you'll love Magnet.

The Rewinds are coming to the Muse!!

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The not-so terrible "TWOS" [26 Jan 2006|05:34pm]
So this could be semi-fun...


Two names you go by:
1. Stephanie
2. Moorey

Two parts of your heritage:
1. Scottish
2. Irish

Two things you are scared of:
1. spiders
2. death

Two of your everyday essentials:
1. lip gloss
2. food

Two things you are wearing right now:
1. socks
2. ring

Two of your favorite bands or musical artists:
1. The Beatles
2. U2

Two things you want in a relationship:
1. Honesty
2. Love

Two physical things that appeal to you about the opposite sex:
1. hair
2. hands

Two of your favorite hobbies:
1. shows/concerts
2. eating

Two things you want really bad:
1. Buttons to hang around for my grandchildren
2. Nooner to rock the world

Two places you want to go on vacation:
1. somewhere i've never been
2. "if you're going to san francisco..."

Two things you want to do before you die:
1. Meet Paul McCartney
2. Truely fall in love

Two things you are thinking about now:
1. how stupid it is that im doing this
2. is Full House on now??

Two stores you shop at:
1. Manifest
2. Walgreens

Two favorite web sites:
1. http://www.myspace.com/noonerrock
2. http://www.mikegarrigan.com

Two cars you owned:
1. camaro
2. civic

Two pets you have:
1. Buttons
2. Alphie

Two favorite sports:
1. football
2. basketball

Two people who will fill this out:
1. i dont know...
2. i dont care...

Two things you did last nite:
1. hung out at the muse
2. pissed someone off
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time for an update [23 Jan 2006|07:47pm]
[ music | The Big Chill soundtrack ]

These past few weeks have been eventful to say the least.
This will be somewhat of a 'random ramblings' session...
everything out of place and quick to the point.
Well, maybe not so quick.

Happy 2006 to everyone.
Mine started off with a bang.
I had a spaghetti dinner at my house with some friends, which I never do.
I hardly ever have people over like that considering I live with my parents and its just better to go to someone elses house.
But my parents were out for the evening (they went to see the Avett Brothers) so yes, I had friends over.
In attendance: LDUB, Will, Sunny, Steph, WhitJames and her cupcakes, Ryan, Liz.
Did I leave anyone out?

After Spaghetti and an episode of Full House, we all headed off to Bens house.
The majority of the night was fun...minus a few bits of drama.
We watched fireworks there and I saw Bon Jovi and Ryan Seacrest on TV.
Yay.
I danced on a table...
yadda yadda...
We were going to spend the night but it was kinda crowded so we drove home around 3-ish.

A couple Fridays ago Sunny, LDub, Sarah, one of Sunnys other friends, and I went to Bar Charlotte.
haha...yeah. It was girls night out.
Sunny rode the bull! WOOT!

That place was kinda lame though.
So I called up Whitney and she met us in the parking lot of the Breakfast Club.
Man, I wanna go back there.
And LDUB and I rode with her to The Wine Room to visit Chip and Joey Auch.
We didnt stay too long.
Stopped at Harris Teeter for some Jones Soda. haha
HECK YES!

Then it was back to Sunnys, and then to a party at the TKE house.
Oooh my.
Thats not my scene.
I was ready to leave...and I did.
I was a party pooper and went home.
That was the first time Ive actually felt OLD around my friends.

The next night was the Tosco Music Party.
However, I didnt attend this year.
Shocking, I know. This is the first one in quite a while that I've missed.
I missed David Mead...but oh well.

Although, I did go to the afterparty at the Muse which was fun.
I met Whitney up there and we just chilled a while.
I showed my U2 pictures to everyone including Daniel, Jay, and Joe and some people even thought they were Daniels. Wow...that's quite a compliment.
Daniel told me I did a really good job. That was big coming from him.
He's kinda like my hero. haha

Then Sunday was football.
The Panthers rocked...and Steve Smith...wow.
He made a touchdown within the first 10 minutes of the game.

This past week has been okay.
The weather has been somewhat dreary.
Sunnys bday was Tuesday. The big 2-0.
The new season of American Idol started.
Yes. I'm still a dork.
My mom and dad, the amazingly cool parents that they are, went to see Bon Jovi Wednesday...
and got THIRD row.
Yeah, consider me extremely jealous.
I wanted to go.
Heck, I even wanted to see Allison Krauss that night.
But I stayed in with my doggy.
Sunny came over to visit.
We picked up some MOES and watched American Idol and some Celebrity Ice Skating thing.
I only watched it because I wanted to see Dave Coulier.

A while back a bunch of us went bowling.
Im not sure when it was though...
Mike, Ron, Eric, Sunny, Laura, Ryan, Me, and Kelly.
It was quite fun and we even got treated like royalty and didnt have to pay to get in because my uncle Stan the Man works there. He wasnt working there that night but he made some calls and we got met at the door by some dude. It was neat.
We went to eat and Angels Diner or something like that afterwards.
We left in a hurry.
I cant quite explain it...but we all felt like we had just been in an episode of the twilight zone or something. It was scary...


Sunny got a job at Pier 1!
Very cool.
I'm proud of her.

Thursday I had to go to Columbia for some class for work.
It was boring.
But I enjoyed the drive there.
When I got back I went shopping at Targe'.
I picked up Season 2 of Full House.
I got tired of waiting for someone to get it for me, so I got it myself.
haha
I definitely spent about $150 there. Yikes.
But you gotta love Target.

Friday. Friday was SUCH a fun night.
It was a Rock Star Dress Up Party at Sunny's.
I had a hard time deciding who I was gonna be after Sunny decided she wasnt gonna be Bono.
We had planned to go as Bono and The Edge. Me, of course, being the Edge.
But we didnt do that.
And who the heck is the Edge without Bono?!
So...
My next instinct was to be Joan Jett.
But then it was brought to my attention that I already dress like that normally...
so it wouldnt really be dressing up.
As LDUB told me..."be creative!".
I thought about Joan Jett, Cindy Lauper, Joey Ramone, Stevie Nicks, etc.
I ended up going as a mixture of everything I think.

I got to LDUBs to join her, Ben, and Megan.
We had a nice time there...listening to music and drinking our Cosmo's.
Thanks Ben!

Then we went to Sunnys and joined the party.
It was loads of fun.
Jamie and Aaron were there! I was excited to see her
Kyle showed up, and lots of people I didnt know but had seen before.
Birdie and Whit James were MIA. :(

After a while, we went to some other party at this house...
I didnt really like it there.
We were there too long until the cops come pulling in.
Ooooh my goodness.
I seriously got scared.

A few of us just started walking away casually.
We left the car there...whose ever it was.
I have no clue.
On the way there...there were five of us in the backseat.
Yikes.

The cops were yelling and stuff.
Then out of the blue as we're walking down the street, Sunnys friend Ben comes to rescue us.
What a relief!

He drove us back to Sunnys and I was ready to stay in for the night.
Ben left. I think he got irritated. Im not sure what happened there.
Ben (the other one), Sunny, and Ryan went to McDonalds and Kyle and I stayed at Sunnys and watched TV.
They came back and Ben had plates from McDonalds.
No, not plates that you can buy or have.
He stole them!

So that was pretty much Friday night.
We all fell asleep...eventually.

Saturday wasnt quite as eventful.
But it was fun.
I picked Whitney up since she was still a little drugged on her pain meds from her wisdom teeth.
We headed out to the Muse, met up with Ben, chatted with Vancey and other people at the Muse, and listened to Josh Lamkins band (The Brilliant Inventions). They were really good...and fun.
Afterwards Josh comes over to me and asks about Nooner.
Here we go again...
I sorta explained it.
It was really good to see him. And he offered a place to stay whenever I'm in Atlanta.
Score! No more Super 8.
Well...I wasnt ever going back there anyhow.
We went over to The Rats Nest where they were having yet another party.
Whit, Ben, and I tried on stuff and took funny pictures.
Then we went to The Penguin and grubbed out.
They have the best Black Bean Veggie Burger.
And of course I got my favorite...fried pickles.
We went back to the Muse...said our goodbyes and went our way.

Sunday was okay.
I made my first coconut cake...LAYERED coconut cake, mind you.
It actually turned out okay.
Sunny came over around 6 to watch the game with me and the fam.
Man, we pigged out. Chips, dip, my mom made these awesome little triangle finger sandwiches and brownies.
Yum...
We ate as we watched the Panthers say goodbye to the Superbowl.
Oh well...we'll get em next year perhaps.
I officially hate the Seattle Seahawks AND their fans.
Bunch of loudmouths.
They played a good game, I must admit.
The way they would not let their eye off Steve Smith was insane.
They were stronger than the Panthers.
It sucks. But yeah.

I'll be rooting for the Steelers.

Sunny stayed until about 12-ish. Way past both bedtimes. :)
We had a great time looking through random pictures and lord help us...
I brought out all of my video tapes where I've recorded SO many random things.
All my tapes are unlabeled and its annoying.
Most of the ones I popped in had Hanson stuff on it.
Wow...yeah.

So that was the week.

All the parties were fun.
But I've thought about some things and had stuff on my mind.
And I've come to a conclusion...
I wont go into much detail.
But I will say that although I have been myself...
certain times Ive been acting ways that I just dont feel is me.
I like to have fun. My way of having fun is hanging out with friends, and going to shows.
I'm not a party girl. And when I attend these "parties"...
I act in ways that I feel guilty for the next day. And I'm sick of that.
It's not me. Its not who I am.
Its everything that I used to be against.
So that's all I'm going to say.
For now...

This week is looking good.
Wednesday Im going to the Muse with Sunny to see Syd.

Friday is Poprocket and leslie at the Muse.
And I'm meeting Leslie-Ann for dinner at dish.
I've been wanting to catch up with her for a good while now.
So this will be fun. I'm looking forward to it.
Saturday is Bain Mattox. Same place.
And I believe Whit-James is having a partaaaay at Bens house one of those nights.
And Birdie is coming home this weeknd. WOOT!
I think I'm going bridesmaid dress hunting with my friend Lauren Sunday.
She's getting married in Nov. (Nov. 4) and I'm gonna be a bridesmaid.
Yeah, same story...always a bridesmaid, never a bride. :)

Oh yeah...
Ive got a new band for you guys to check out.
Theyre called The Rewinds.
And they'll be at the Muse on Feb. 17.
So you better be there.
Check em out:
http://www.myspace.com/therewinds

And while youre checking that out you might as well go listen to
Peppers Ghost version of "In My Life" by the Beatles. It sounds AMAZING...

IN other news...
I've been hanging out with this guy, Josh.
He's really nice...and hes from my church.
We've gone to the movies a few times...even once with his parents.
That's about it though.
I'm not sure where its headed...or if it's even anything at all.
We'll see...

Thats about it for now kids.
I'm going to go finish up my veggie chili and green beans.

Y'all be good.
And I hope to see you soon...

And no, I'm STILL not over the U2 concert. :D
Read Sunnys review.
I'm too lazy to write one.


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taking it in
take a hit on the chin
keep your chin up
nothings forever
baby your loving can change like the weather
everybody got their problems
-syd


you cant always get what you want
but if you try sometimes
you just might find
you get what you need
-the.rolling.stones

oh my my
you gotta keep on
keeping me in fascination
oh yeah
yeah you do
-nooner.rock

take a load off...
and put the load right on me
-the.band

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[18 Dec 2005|07:37pm]
[ music | Army Navy "Snakes of Hawaii" ]

I will post about U2 soooooon!

I was bored and stole this from Leslie Ann:

Name:Stephanie Michelle
Birthdate:02.28.82
Birthplace:Rock Hill, SC
Current Location:Rock Vegas, SC
Eye Color:greenish gray/blueish sometimes
Hair Color:dark brown
Height:5'7"
Piercings:ears
Tatoos:nope
Overused Phraze:POOP!, WOOT!, HECK YES!
FAVORITES
Food:anything good and tasty..and veggie
Candy:butterfinger
Number:31
Color:green, black
Animal:domestic: dog ; wild: elephant
Drink:water, cherry coke, pink lemonade, dr. pepper
Alcohol Drink:rum and coke, irish creme
Bagel:blueberry with cream cheese
Letter:P
Body Part on Opposite sex:hands, chest, upper arm/shoulder, eyes
This or That
Pepsi or Coke:coke
McDonalds or BurgerKing:neither now...but mcd's before
Strawberry or Watermelon:strawberry
Hot tea or Ice tea:iced sweet tea
Chocolate or Vanillachocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee:coffee
Kiss or Hug:hug
Dog or Cat:dog
Rap or Punk:punk
Summer or Winter:both
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:funny..scary sometimes
Love or Money:love
YOUR...
Bedtime:whatever time i get home 12-3 usually
Most Missed Memory:SO many; when grandma was at home and could talk, grandpa, kevin, buttons in her younger years, being a kid, paul concert, rooney and keane shows, athenaeum shows, jump shows, cravin melon shows
Best physical feature:my hair when it looks like chrissys
First Thought Waking Up:ugh...i REALLY dont want to get up
Best Friends:i have a lot of friends...but just a couple REALLY close ones who i tell everything to. here's a few good friends that come to mind: steph, sunny, ldub, whitney and lauren g
Weakness:procrastination, cute boys
Fears:spiders, people i love getting sick and old
Heritage:dutch/scotch/irish
HAVE YOU...
Ever Drank:yes
Ever Smoked:a few times
Pot:no
Ever been Drunk:yes
Ever been beaten up:not yet
Ever beaten someone up:not yet
Ever Skinny Dipped:no
IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color:brown, blue, green
Favorite Hair Color:dark
Short or Long:shaggy/styled
Height:around 5'8"
Style:indie, rocker (like Robert), unique
Looks or Personality:personality
Hot or Cuteboth
Drugs and Alcohol:no
Muscular or Really Skinny:i prefer the skinny side
RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past:close to a billion
What country do you want to Visit:Ireland
How do you want to Die:peaceful, at a Paul McCartney concert, and before anyone else that i love
Been to the Mall Lately:mmm...a week or so ago
Do you like Thunderstorms:yes!
Get along with your Parents:sometimes...when i'm a good girl
Health Freak:not so much
Do you think your Attractive:nope
Believe in Yourself:to a certain extent
Want to go to College:no
Do you Smoke:no
Do you Drink:occasionally
Shower Daily:yes
Been in Love:yes, unfortunately
Do you Sing:i do..not very well
Want to get Married:someday
Do you want Children:someday after ive been married for a while
Have your future kids names planned out:sure do: Girl- Radiance McCartney (insert last name here) ; Boy: not sure yet.
Age you wanna lose your Virginity:next
Hate anyone:hate is a strong word. but maybe...

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John Lennon [08 Dec 2005|12:48pm]


10.9.1940 - 12.8.1980

Let us remember John Lennon today.
On this day 25 years ago, a peace activist and amazingly talented songwriter was killed in a cold and vicious act of hatred.




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[05 Dec 2005|09:53pm]
[ music | Amos Lee ]

The Charlie Daniels show was good.
I had a really good time...a little too good.
I met me a cowboy. :)
Nothing really has become of it.
He called me a few times.
But thats pretty much it.
We're too different...
He's just hot.
Wow. How superficial can we be?

I STILL havent gotten the KEANE DVD.
Rock Hill's Best Buy sucks.

I saw RENT with Sunny, Steph, and Ryan.
It didnt really appeal to me.
But it was still good to hang with my buddies.
I still want to see Derailed.
I heard that was really good.
Anyone seen it??

Last Wednesday was Baumer in Columbia.
LOVELY show.
Of course, any Baumer show is great.
If you havent heard them...
you must.

http://www.myspace.com/baumer

They're SO good live.

Then Thursday was JUMP at the Neighborhood Theatre.
Probably the last time I see those guys for a while.
I talked with Ward and Matt for a while.
Goodness, I'm gonna miss them.
Especially my Wardie.
All the good bands are dying off. One by one.

Crap! I didnt do pictures with them.
I've never done pictures with them.
Sadness.

Saturday was BAUMER again...but in Rock Hill.
Again, an AWESOME show.
The crowd was more laid back...which may be a good thing.
The confetti was a success.
I think people are beginning to start looking for that now.
Jamie took a REALLY awesome picture of it.
It looks mega-cool.
It was soo good to see Jamie TWICE in one week.
I miss my friends who I never get to see.

Before the show Sunny ran some errands with me.
She took me to Schoolhouse Exchange.
Cool little vintage store.
Sad to say...I bet it wont last too long in Rock Hill.
None of the cool stores do.

I'm broke and it sucks.
I've got this great job at the bank and I still manage to be broke.
What the crap?

Saturday is MIKE GARRIGAN and POLICY at the Muse.
WOOT!
I cant wait. I havent seen Mike in ages.
Not to mention Justin and Paul.
I miss the old days...
Ah, how I'd love to go on "tour" again.
Go to New York and Boston in all the multi-feet of snow.
And load in and load out in the freeeezing cold.
Good times.
I miss that.

HOLY FREAKING COW you guys...
I'm seeing U2 in less than a week.

I could pee my pants.
I remember Sunny and I began counting down when it was like 100+ days away.
We've been looking forward to this for SO long.
Wow...I just hope it isnt as cold as it was today.
As Sunny and I will be standing outside for about 12+ hours.
But cold or not...it will be so worth it.
I dont think it can ever be as cold as it was when Birdie and I were waiting outside the ROXY for the Keane show. Oh my gosh. I'm not exaggerating. My feet where numb.

i have become
comfortably numb

-pink.floyd

I thought I was going to die out there.

Hopefully it wont be THAT cold next Monday.
But if it is...so be it.
The Edge is my hero. :)

My grandma was in the hospital the other day.
She was running a fever so the nursing home sent her to the emergency room.
I was in Columbia at the Baumer show when they took her.
My mom tried to call me but of course my stupid antenna-less phone wasnt working.
(My new phone will be here tomorrow!)
She was still there when I got home around 2 am.
So I went to the hospital and she appeared to be fine.
So I went home and got some sleep.

She's alright now. As happy as she can be.
It's so sad though. I've been thinking about this a lot lately.
She cant talk anymore. She tries. But she cant even form sentences.
She's not eating too well either.
I just miss the days when I would go spend the night with her and we'd walk to the store and around her neighborhood.
And wow...her biscuits.
She made the best biscuits.
I asked her yesterday how she made them.
"Grandma, can you tell me how you used to make your biscuits?"
And all I got was a smile and a little mumble.
Its really sad to know that I'll never be able to carry on a conversation with her again.

And I dont know what possessed me to write this.
I'm just letting stuff out.
I dont really share stuff like this too much.
I try to keep it inside and pretend everythings okay...when I know its not.
I talk about my shows and bands and other things that make me happy.

And my dog...which I've had since I was 6 years old...
she's falling apart too.
She's blind, she can barely stand up int he mornings when I take her out, and she wears diapers.
Yep...diapers.
But hey, as long as she's not in a whole lot of pain and as long as I get a tail wag once in a while...
everythings okay.

Sometimes it seems that all the things that really mean the most to you in life just slowly disappear.
I think it would be easier if I hardened my heart and trained it not to get attached to things/people.
Because all you get is hurt in the end...

But they arent gone yet and thats all that matters.

That's it for now.
Ramble city is a bad city.

Bono...here I come.
I might post again before the show...
if not, you'll definitely hear from me afterwards.


Be sweet. And remember the important things in your life.

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relationships change
though i think its kind of strange
how money makes a man grow
some people they claim if you get enough fame
you'll live over the rainbow
over the rainbow
but the people on the street
out on buses or on feet
we all got the same blood flow

-amos.lee

rain drain my play away
sun gun me down and burn me
nature hates me today
my head distorts reality
madness just moved into my shadow
shine i will not cry and i will not die no
shine i will be there for me
shine i will not cry and i will be mine
i'll shine
who waltzed me into this
and im now stuck here forever
luck just gave me a kiss

-imogen.heap
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light em up and watch em burn [25 Nov 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | yeehaw! ]

Ah me. What a slow Friday at work.
Fridays are usually the most busy day of the week here at the bank.
However today, being the Friday after Thanksgiving, people are still on vacation and shopping. And some are still wallowing in their glutton.

I'm pretty excited about tonight.
My friend, Holly, and I are going to Coyote Joes to see Charlie Daniels.
haha. YEAH BOY! Woooo.
I'll do some hootin' and hollerin' for sure.
I'm just excited to wear my boots.

Anyhow...that should be loads of fun.

Sunny...Miranda Lambert will be there sometime next month.
I'll get the date for ya tonight.
You know we've GOT TO GO!

Y'all have a good weekend!

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shes gone country
look at them boots

-alan.jackson

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[25 Nov 2005|12:50am]
So Jeff Foxworth got some major TV exposure on the AMA's the other night.
I hope everyone watched.
In case you didnt know, he's the ex-guitarist for
Weekend Excursion and current guitarist for Lindsey Lohan.

Super cool. :)

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